Trying to Figure it Out

 I’ve been doing, uh, several devotions in the last couple months and… oddly reading books focused on. Not oddly reading books, but reading books that are oddly focused on the same subject. That focus on…finding your…calling or finding your path or living to your fullest…ability, umm, doing the thing that you are supposed to be doing with your life…And I… I’m trying to figure out for myself what those things are. And it’s not necessarily, you know, your…vocation or your job or your, you know, your hobbies or, it’s, it’s a combination of all of those things and…I’m trying to figure out…what that means for me. And, and one of the things that I keep feeling called to do are video…blogs. But,…I haven’t felt like I’ve had anything worthwhile to say…and so I haven’t done them. Cause I always feel like I have to have…a purpose. I have to have something profound or something interesting or something funny or, uh, you know, that there has to be something to it before I can post anything. And I was thinking about it today while I was doing my devotion this morning that…it doesn’t matter. If,…if I feel like I wanna…talk, then I should just talk. I don’t necessarily need a topic or…um…a point…to everything. And maybe part of the journey or part of the, the pull to do it is, is this need to figure out…me. And figure out…why I feel called to do that. So,…we’re gonna try and figure it out. And, and if you wanna follow me along that journey, then great and if not, that’s fine too. Umm. But yeah, so that’s kind of where I’m at. Umm. I feel like we’re all sort of on that journey all out, throughout our lives. Some people…you know, make progress…at different speeds or find those things, umm…quicker than others. Umm…But yeah, so I’m, I’m trying to find my center and find…who I’m supposed to be and what I’m supposed to share. So…that’s where I’m at. We’re trying to figure it out. I hope you’re doing well and have a good day!